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For The Last Time
Title: For The Last Time
Main: Donghae
Genre: Heartbreak, angst.
Rating: G
I'm stuck with writing songs just to forget.
Donghae knew he couldn’t pretend any longer that he wasn’t hurt, he couldn’t behave so nonchalantly towards Eunhyuk anymore. But there was nothing he could do.
These words are bringing me so deeply insane.
It was all about love. Donghae started composing many songs of his own lately, but they were all about love.
And my heart is torn in two.
Donghae couldn’t believe it. Really. How could this be happening to him? He had loved Eunhyuk so much, with all his heart. There wasn’t anyone who could love someone so much; his love for Eunhyuk was larger than life itself.
Thinking of days spent without you.
Days, weeks, months passed since Eunhyuk got himself a partner. A female partner.
And there is nothing left to prove.
There was no more Eunhae; there wasn’t any to begin with, was there? It was just wishful thinking on his part.
So I'll sing this song to you.
This was inevitable. Before Eunhyuk got himself a girl, Donghae knew they couldn’t be like this, like Eunhae, forever. But the feeling. The feeling of losing Eunhyuk, was like a knife through Donghae's heart. The searing pain, the heartbreak, was beyond unbearable. But had managed to hide his pain, from everyone, for all these time, until now.
For the last time.
If there was no more Eunhae, there would be no reason for him to live, anymore, would there? All of the people he held dear and close to him were leaving him one by one, allowing him to go through the pain over and over again. But he wasn’t going to let it happen again, he wasn’t going to lose someone he loved again.
I don't think I can take my way out.
With his feet dangling at the side of the building, hands crossed in front of his chest, Donghae closed his eyes, and leaned forward. He felt himself leave the edge and felt the cold wind hitting hard on his face. Donghae cried. He cried really, really hard. As he opened his eyes, he saw his whole life flash before his eyes. His mother, his family, his friends. Their faces came into his mind. Donghae knew then, that if he took his life, they were the ones who were going to be truly hurt and heartbroken.
But it was too late. Donghae saw the concrete pavement growing closer and bigger, and he hit the floor with a loud thud that cracked his skull open. Everything went blank and Donghae laid there, all four limbs spread out, covered in a pool of crimson blood. Donghae was already gone, as the last tear drop fell.Labels: for the last time
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For The Last Time
Title: For The Last Time
Main: Donghae
Genre: Heartbreak, angst.
Rating: G
I'm stuck with writing songs just to forget.
Donghae knew he couldn’t pretend any longer that he wasn’t hurt, he couldn’t behave so nonchalantly towards Eunhyuk anymore. But there was nothing he could do.
These words are bringing me so deeply insane.
It was all about love. Donghae started composing many songs of his own lately, but they were all about love.
And my heart is torn in two.
Donghae couldn’t believe it. Really. How could this be happening to him? He had loved Eunhyuk so much, with all his heart. There wasn’t anyone who could love someone so much; his love for Eunhyuk was larger than life itself.
Thinking of days spent without you.
Days, weeks, months passed since Eunhyuk got himself a partner. A female partner.
And there is nothing left to prove.
There was no more Eunhae; there wasn’t any to begin with, was there? It was just wishful thinking on his part.
So I'll sing this song to you.
This was inevitable. Before Eunhyuk got himself a girl, Donghae knew they couldn’t be like this, like Eunhae, forever. But the feeling. The feeling of losing Eunhyuk, was like a knife through Donghae's heart. The searing pain, the heartbreak, was beyond unbearable. But had managed to hide his pain, from everyone, for all these time, until now.
For the last time.
If there was no more Eunhae, there would be no reason for him to live, anymore, would there? All of the people he held dear and close to him were leaving him one by one, allowing him to go through the pain over and over again. But he wasn’t going to let it happen again, he wasn’t going to lose someone he loved again.
I don't think I can take my way out.
With his feet dangling at the side of the building, hands crossed in front of his chest, Donghae closed his eyes, and leaned forward. He felt himself leave the edge and felt the cold wind hitting hard on his face. Donghae cried. He cried really, really hard. As he opened his eyes, he saw his whole life flash before his eyes. His mother, his family, his friends. Their faces came into his mind. Donghae knew then, that if he took his life, they were the ones who were going to be truly hurt and heartbroken.
But it was too late. Donghae saw the concrete pavement growing closer and bigger, and he hit the floor with a loud thud that cracked his skull open. Everything went blank and Donghae laid there, all four limbs spread out, covered in a pool of crimson blood. Donghae was already gone, as the last tear drop fell.Labels: for the last time
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previous stories.
FLUFF
• I Don't Love You 
• Kangteuk - Timeless Love
• Elf, Saranghaeyo
• Remember This Date
• Christmas Story
ANGST
• For The Last Time
• Do You Have Me In Your Heart
SMUT
• But All These Thoughts Are Leaving You, Tonight
• Dirty Little Secret
• Untitled
CRACK
• Untitled 2
OTHERS
I LOVE YOU
• Chapter One
• Chapter Two
• Chapter Three
• Chapter Four
• Chapter Five
• Chapter Six
• Chapter Seven
• Chapter Eight
• Chapter Nine
• Chapter Ten
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